{"id":115,"date":"2004-05-03T19:02:18","date_gmt":"2004-05-03T23:02:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.alltrees.org\/Branch\/archive\/?p=115"},"modified":"2012-02-08T13:00:55","modified_gmt":"2012-02-08T18:00:55","slug":"long-exposure-three","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/2004\/05\/long-exposure-three\/","title":{"rendered":"Long Exposure &#8211; Three"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A month into his second year of high school Kippei was very pleased with the       world. The fact that he was currently surrounded by spiky, vicious looking       plants didn&#8217;t change that in the slightest. Nor the fact that Fuji was laughing       at him, silently. Ann had been laughing at him for weeks, after all, and       she was far less subtle about it. But the fact was, Kippei had his team back,       and that was enough to distract him from any number of chortling siblings       and flora of carnivorous appearance.<\/p>\n<p>Not, of course, that he hadn&#8217;t been meeting with his team, his <em>real<\/em>       team, to practice all last year. But now they were all in the same school       again, and it was official. They were <em>his<\/em> again, and no one would       even consider arguing. Least of all the lingering older tennis club members,       none of whom could hold a candle to any of his players.<\/p>\n<p>Fudoumine was back. Was it really any wonder he couldn&#8217;t stop smiling?<\/p>\n<p>Even if he was wondering how many variations on gray-green and spiky one botanicals       exhibit could fit in.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s good to see you so happy,&#8221; Fuji murmured as they wandered the       branching, pebbled paths that had, so far, been deserted of any fellow plant-life       enthusiasts.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I suppose I&#8217;ve been a bear about the tennis club for the last year, haven&#8217;t       I?&#8221; Kippei asked, as apologetically as he could while he felt like grinning       every time he thought of his team. Fuji chuckled.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No more than Tezuka, certainly. He never said out loud, but we could       all tell he was twitchy over not being in control of the team any more.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He seemed to respect your captain, though,&#8221; Kippei noted, with a       hint of question.<\/p>\n<p>Fuji didn&#8217;t answer immediately, instead exclaiming over the planting they had       just come in sight of.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;They <em>do<\/em> have a Saguaro!&#8221; He laid his hands on the perimeter       rope, as if he yearned to reach out and touch the tall plant. To Kippei it       looked like the archetype of a cactus: a tall, striated barrel with arms       branching out and up. &#8220;They&#8217;re endangered in America,&#8221; Shuusuke       told him, sounding a bit wistful, &#8220;I thought it might only be a rumor.       They take a very long time to mature; it&#8217;s one of the problems with propagating       them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Cacti are good at enduring, aren&#8217;t they?&#8221; Kippei asked. &#8220;Surely       these will, too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;They&#8217;re like any plant. They endure anything except sudden environmental       change.&#8221; His smile quirked. &#8220;I suppose it&#8217;s true of animals, too.&#8221;       He sighed, faintly. &#8220;Tezuka does respect Yamato-buchou. He&#8217;s the one       Tezuka got a lot of his sense of responsibility from. But Tezuka prefers       direct commands, and Yamato-buchou tends to be rather roundabout. I think       it made Tezuka&#8230; uncertain. Nor was there really anything any of us could       do but wait it out.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kippei responded automatically to the shadow that darkened Shuusuke&#8217;s eyes,       and wrapped a light arm around his shoulders. He could wish that it didn&#8217;t       make Shuusuke feel guilty when he couldn&#8217;t help Tezuka, but that was the       kind of person Shuusuke was. Natural success always left you ill prepared       to deal with any failure at all, even failures that weren&#8217;t your fault.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Humans are more flexible than plants,&#8221; he observed. He glanced down       to find Fuji gazing at him with the same curious fascination he had been       directing at the cacti. Kippei raised his brows.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You touch so easily,&#8221; Fuji said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is there some reason I shouldn&#8217;t?&#8221; Kippei asked. That wistful edge       was back in Fuji&#8217;s voice, so Kippei didn&#8217;t think the statement was an indirect       request to let go. Even when Shuusuke shied back from some intimacy, he never       objected to Kippei&#8217;s touch. Kippei wondered, sometimes, whether that was       Fuji&#8217;s promissory note; his assurance that, when he retreated, he only wanted       a little space, not for Kippei to leave him alone. So Kippei had waited and       let Fuji choose his own time. Lately, based on the thoughtful, sidelong looks       he&#8217;d been getting from under Shuusuke&#8217;s lashes, he had started to hope that       the time might be soon.<\/p>\n<p>Thus his increased freedom with touching Fuji, which led to more direct looks.       Looks that had begun to seem less thoughtful and more decisive.<\/p>\n<p>Fuji seemed to consider his question, for a moment, before a small, secret       smile crossed his face and he leaned ever so slightly against Kippei.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kippei felt a tension that had been with him for a long, long time let go.       It wasn&#8217;t that he thought Fuji had been deliberately teasing him&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Well, mostly not.<\/p>\n<p>But the fact remained that Fuji was very skittish about receiving expressions       of simple affection. Or, at least, he had been. He seemed to have decided       that he could relax now. Kippei slid his arm down to Shuusuke&#8217;s waist and       drew him a little closer. Shuusuke, however, having made up his mind, didn&#8217;t       seem to think this was sufficient. He gave Kippei a sparkling, laughing smile       and reached up to tug him down far enough to kiss him.<\/p>\n<p>It was probably fortunate for Kippei&#8217;s heart that he&#8217;d realized some time since       that Fuji Shuusuke didn&#8217;t have much in the way of middle gears. There was       neutral, and then there was full ahead. Full ahead, in this case, was a warm,       open mouthed kiss that lasted quite a while before Shuusuke let him go. Kippei       took a moment to catch his breath and another to be pleased they were still       the only visitors at the exhibit.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You know,&#8221; he said, eventually, &#8220;for the longest time I thought       you were in love with Tezuka.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I will always care very deeply for Tezuka,&#8221; Fuji told him, softly.       &#8220;But if we were closer than friends, what he wants from me would be       too&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He broke off, but Kippei could fill in the rest. It was hard enough for Shuusuke       to exert his strength seriously against a friend; to do so against a lover       would probably tear him apart. He gathered Shuusuke a bit closer, still.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Was that why you asked not to play opposite me?&#8221; Shuusuke asked,       suddenly. Kippei blinked down at him a few times before releasing an exasperated       sigh.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;<em>I&#8217;m<\/em> not the one who&#8217;s that machiavellian,&#8221; he pointed out.       &#8220;I simply thought it would be better.&#8221; A chuckle vibrated through       the body in his arms, and Kippei realized he was being teased.<\/p>\n<p>He buried a smile of his own in the caramel colored hair under his chin.<\/p>\n<hr class=\"divider\" \/>\n<p>Tuesdays, like most days of the week, featured afternoon practices for both       Fudoumine and Seigaku. Thus, Kippei was a bit surprised when he emerged from       locking up the club room to see Shuusuke pacing like a tiger in a cage under       the somewhat alarmed eyes of Akira and Shinji. He must have left practice       half-way through to be here already, and that wasn&#8217;t like Shuusuke.<\/p>\n<p>Nor was the tight-lipped, hard eyed expression on his face as he glanced up       at Kippei.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re here early,&#8221; Kippei noted, a bit cautiously.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tezuka said I should go,&#8221; Shuusuke said. His voice was low and sharp,       the way it got when he was angry and trying not to show it too much. And       if Tezuka had sent him away from practice, it meant that whatever was wrong       had made Shuusuke angry enough to affect his game.<\/p>\n<p>Kippei had a few quick words with Akira and Shinji before waving his concerned       seconds off and leading Shuusuke under the trees beside the courts. There       was room to pace, there, and little likelihood of passers by at this time       of day.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s wrong?&#8221; he asked, leaning against a sturdy maple. Shuusuke       stalked to the fence and back.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yuuta,&#8221; he bit out, &#8220;is actually considering dating that&#8230;       <em>snake<\/em> Mizuki. The one who was almost responsible for injuring him.       That heartless, amoral bastard is making advances on <em>my<\/em> little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kippei carefully refrained from saying anything foolishly reasonable, at this       point, such as <em>It&#8217;s Yuuta&#8217;s choice in the end<\/em>. It wouldn&#8217;t help.       Besides, he knew perfectly well that, if it were Ann, he would have set off       immediately to make Mizuki eat his own tennis balls until he renounced any       interest in her.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Are you worried he&#8217;ll hurt Yuuta-kun?&#8221; he asked, instead. Shuusuke       came to an abrupt halt, fists clenched.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s not just that,&#8221; he said, at last, sounding more strained now.       &#8220;Mizuki has used Yuuta, before, to get at me. What if it&#8217;s like that       again? And I can&#8217;t say something like that to Yuuta, not even to warn him!&#8221;       He looked at Kippei, tense conflict in his eyes. Kippei winced. No, that       wouldn&#8217;t work very well, would it?<\/p>\n<p>Kippei didn&#8217;t really think that Yuuta hated the fact that his brother was a       better tennis player than he. Anyone who watched him watching Shuusuke play       could see the glow of pride, and Yuuta smiled when he heard someone praise       Shuusuke&#8217;s skill. Always provided they didn&#8217;t mention Yuuta. What invariably       enraged the boy seemed to be the <em>automatic<\/em> assumption that he was       secondary. To be told that he was being approached only because of his connection       to his brother, to be told by his brother no less, would send him up in flames.<\/p>\n<p>Well, now he understood why Shuusuke was angry and tense enough to show it       openly.<\/p>\n<p>Voices coming around the side of the court interrupted his thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;&#8230;tennis club. They have a lot more pull than they did last year.&#8221;       Another second year, who Kippei unfortunately recognized, turned the corner.       He seemed to be showing a friend the school grounds. He looked up, noticed       Kippei, and immediately sneered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Of course, it&#8217;s still a pretty slapdash club,&#8221; he remarked loudly.       &#8220;Mostly a bunch of first years; can&#8217;t seem to get any interest from       the senior students. Rumor has it they&#8217;re kind of&#8230; rowdy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kippei sighed. Tokogawa and he had never gotten along, and the other second       year liked to bait him. He&#8217;d chosen the wrong time to do so, though. Shuusuke       was already in a poor temper; something of his had been threatened. He never       let something like that slide, and for it to happen twice in one day&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Kippei leaned back against his tree and crossed his arms. Well, with luck this       would let Shuusuke release some tension.<\/p>\n<p>Tokogawa froze as Shuusuke pinned him with an arctic blue glare.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Every team who has gone against Fudoumine with that attitude has met       with the humiliating defeat such blindness deserves,&#8221; Shuusuke said,       a flaying edge in his voice. &#8220;Their courage and determination, even       more than their considerable talent, have earned the respect of both professionals       and peers. Of whom you are clearly not one. To belittle something you know       nothing of makes it clear how much of a fool you are.&#8221; His eyes narrowed,       glinting, as Tokogawa gaped. &#8220;Unless, of course, you would like to try       proving to me you do know enough?&#8221; he purred, gesturing toward the courts.<\/p>\n<p>Tokogawa nearly tripped over himself getting turned around and hustling his       friend away. Shuusuke watched them go, satisfaction wafting off him almost       visibly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;My team will be pleased to know you have such a good opinion of them,&#8221;       Kippei observed, lightly. Shuusuke blinked over his shoulder, focus interrupted.            Which had been the point of the comment, after all. Kippei smiled           and held  out his arms, offering. After a moment Shuusuke gave him           a smile back and  came to rest against him. Kippei stroked his hair           and said nothing more.  He didn&#8217;t know whether it was simply the novelty           or not, but being held,  silently, always calmed Shuusuke. That Shuusuke           would let Kippei calm him  seemed like a good sign at the moment.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I suppose that was an overreaction,&#8221; Shuusuke sighed, at last, &#8220;but       it annoys me when people make such petty attacks on you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;My hero,&#8221; Kippei teased, gently. Shuusuke sniffed. &#8220;What about       Ann?&#8221; Kippei asked, suddenly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What about her?&#8221; Shuusuke lifted his head so he could give Kippei       a curious look.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ann gets along reasonably well with Yuuta-kun, and she shares your opinion       of Mizuki,&#8221; Kippei explained. &#8220;She might be able to at least warn       him of the possibility.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Shuusuke thought about that, and the longer he thought the wider his smile       got. Finally he broke down chuckling, probably at the idea of the outspoken       Ann pinning down the touchy, reserved Yuuta for a personal conversation.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ann-chan probably <em>would<\/em> be able to talk to him about it,&#8221;       he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll mention it to her, then,&#8221; Kippei promised.<\/p>\n<p>For the first time that day, Shuusuke truly relaxed, and let his head fall       back to Kippei&#8217;s shoulder. Kippei set aside his own concerns in favor of       appreciating the feeling of holding Shuusuke, alone in the warm, still afternoon.<\/p>\n<hr class=\"divider\" \/>\n<p>That winter they had an ice storm, on a Saturday night by luck. Kippei found       himself wandering through the frozen city, very shortly after sunup Sunday       morning, with Shuusuke and his camera. He wasn&#8217;t entirely clear on how this       had come about, but thought it might have had something to do with the phone       call before he was entirely awake, and a promise of hot chocolate.<\/p>\n<p>He supposed it was a good thing, every now and again, to be reminded that his       lover was a ruthless manipulator who liked to win, and who, moreover, did       it by reflex the way most people breathed. At least this time it wasn&#8217;t the       pool hall. He&#8217;d never seen so many poor dupes fleeced in such a short period,       and Shuusuke&#8217;s high good humor about the whole affair had been faintly unnerving.<\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;d mentioned it to Tezuka the next time they&#8217;d met and gotten an amused chuckle       in reply. He had never suspected Tezuka of such a low sense of humor.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;All right,&#8221; Shuusuke announced, having caught one last picture of       the sun making an aureole of frozen branches, &#8220;that&#8217;s all the film.       Ready to go back?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kippei agreed as mildly as he could. Not that the ice-coated trees and streets       weren&#8217;t beautiful, but his toes were getting very numb.<\/p>\n<p>He had never had more cause to be grateful that Yomiko-san was a sweet and       thoughtful woman. Not only did she have hot chocolate waiting, she had also       put a couple blankets by the heater to warm, and sent them straight up to       Shuusuke&#8217;s room with those and a tray when they piled in the door, shivering.       Shuusuke carefully labeled his rolls of film and put them in his to-be-developed       basket before availing himself of either.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There,&#8221; he said, with satisfaction, perching on the foot of the       bed and winding his feet into one of the blankets. &#8220;And when it all       melts, perhaps I can get some good shots at lower speed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What difference does the speed make?&#8221; Kippei asked around his mug.       Since he suspected he might find himself along for the next trip, too, he       might as well know what was going on.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;The longer the shutter says open, the more movement is picked up by the       film,&#8221; Shuusuke explained, wrapping pale fingers around his own mug.       &#8220;You can get some wonderful effects with running water that way. Here.&#8221;       He leaned over to pluck an album from his shelves, and flipped it open.<\/p>\n<p>Kippei&#8217;s breath stopped. The photo was a study in contrasts. A small waterfall,       long lines of soft white, was surrounded by leaves whose edges looked sharp       enough to cut.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sometimes it&#8217;s like the world waits for you,&#8221; Shuusuke said in a       far away tone. &#8220;The wind died completely just after I finished setting       up the tripod. Nothing moved but the water, for the whole one second exposure.       It was perfect.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes,&#8221; Kippei agreed, softly. Shuusuke glanced up at him, surprise       melting into shy pleasure.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Today was all very short exposure,&#8221; he continued, busying himself       with putting the album away. Kippei shook his head, affectionately. Every       time he touched something important to Shuusuke for the first time, Shuusuke       slipped around it for a while. &#8220;The shorter the exposure, generally,       the sharper the image. And ice needs its edges to show the beauty.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Will you show me today&#8217;s pictures, when they&#8217;re ready?&#8221; Kippei asked.       Shuusuke gave him a smile more brilliant than the reflected morning light       outside, and nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Kippei decided, as Shuusuke curled up against him to share all the blankets,       that this wasn&#8217;t such a bad way to start a Sunday after all.<\/p>\n<p><strong>End<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tachibana and Fuji ease into intimacy. <span class=\"summary-meta\">Drama with Romance, I-3<\/span><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"teaser\">\n<p>A month into his second year of high school Kippei was very pleased with the world. 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