{"id":121,"date":"2004-05-28T13:42:56","date_gmt":"2004-05-28T19:42:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.alltrees.org\/Branch\/archive\/?p=121"},"modified":"2012-05-08T00:16:38","modified_gmt":"2012-05-08T04:16:38","slug":"fearful-symmetry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/2004\/05\/fearful-symmetry\/","title":{"rendered":"Fearful Symmetry"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2>Ohtori<\/h2>\n<p>At the end of the first day of his last year of junior high school, Choutarou       found Shishido-san leaning against the wall of the school grounds, waiting       for him. Tension he had carried all day without noticing unwound from his       shoulders.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Shishido-san,&#8221; he greeted.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Choutarou. How&#8217;d it go? Is it Hiyoshi?&#8221; Shishido-san fell in beside       him, hitching his bag over his shoulder. Choutarou nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hiyoshi-kun is captain this year. I think it will work well. He&#8217;s very       different from Atobe-san.&#8221; It didn&#8217;t need to be said that Atobe-san       had the ability to back up his flamboyance, and anyone else who tried to       use the same style to lead the club was likely to make a fool of himself.       Shishido-san chuckled, just a bit nastily.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yoshimaru-buchou is already worrying about Atobe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But seniority won&#8217;t let Atobe-san take his position,&#8221; Choutarou       said, puzzled. &#8220;Not even Atobe-san.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No. But he&#8217;ll be playing as a Regular; no one really doubts that. And       it won&#8217;t be fun, being captain when the ace who can beat his socks off is       a first year,&#8221; Shishido-san pointed out.<\/p>\n<p>Choutarou smiled at Shishido-san&#8217;s glee over his captain&#8217;s discomfiture. Yoshimaru-san       must be the quiet type; that always made his partner uncomfortable. He      listened,  as Shishido-san detailed the quirks and attitudes of the high      school tennis  club, in a better mood than he&#8217;d been all day.<\/p>\n<h2>Shishido<\/h2>\n<p>Ryou eyed the sakura trees along the route home with annoyance. Sure, they       were pretty, but they also made a mess, and you&#8217;d think the things would       have finished blooming by now. It was getting on toward summer.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Shishido-san?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ryou glanced back at his companion with a quick grin.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah, so, anyway, Kaa-san said it would be fine with her, even if we       run late and you wind up staying for dinner now and then. I figure it&#8217;s easier       to get work done with company; even if we&#8217;re not studying the same things.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Choutarou still looked hesitant, but Ryou knew better than to take that personally.       His partner was just allergic to putting himself forward, at least socially.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll have to ask,&#8221; he started, and Ryou&#8217;s grin widened.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No you won&#8217;t. Kaa-san decided to call your mother herself. They agreed       to trade off who feeds us.&#8221; Ryou nudged Choutarou in the ribs to make       him close his mouth. &#8220;The direct approach runs in the family,&#8221;       he added.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So does thinking ahead of your opponent,&#8221; Choutarou told him, with       a small smile to show he was teasing. Ryou was pleased. Most people would       probably say Ohtori Choutarou wasn&#8217;t capable of teasing, or of a smile      that  bright. Nice, but distant, most people would say. Not, Ryou thought,      smugly,  with him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Just anticipating my partner,&#8221; he corrected, easily. The way they       should be.<\/p>\n<h2>Ohtori<\/h2>\n<p>Shishido-san flopped down on the bench beside Choutarou and grabbed for his       water bottle.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is anything wrong, Shishido-san?&#8221; Choutarou asked. &#8220;You seemed       kind of distracted today.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It was as polite a way as he could think of to point out that Choutarou didn&#8217;t       normally win when they played singles against each other. It was getting       closer, but still. Shishido-san shook his head and tossed Choutarou his own       water.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Just had a weird night,&#8221; he said, reassuringly. Choutarou raised       his eyebrows. Shishido-san made a face.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I was out playing pool last night, and ran across Seigaku&#8217;s Fuji.&#8221;       He shuddered, though Choutarou thought he probably did it for effect. &#8220;Never,       ever trust that guy, especially if he&#8217;s smiling. He completely fleeced four       players in an hour, and three of them were the kind who usually do the fleecing       themselves. And when one of his fellow sharks took exception to being cleaned       out, Fuji backed him off without even raising his voice. He&#8217;s seriously creepy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Choutarou found himself smiling just a little at the disgruntled tone of Shishido-san&#8217;s       story telling. He rather thought that Shishido-san&#8217;s real distraction came       from the reminder that he wasn&#8217;t playing in the tournaments this year,      while  Fuji was. It was something close to unheard of, to have two first      years among  the Regular team, but Seigaku&#8217;s high school captain was apparently      more interested  in giving talent free rein than abiding by seniority. Hiyoshi-kun      had smiled  an extremely sharp smile, when he&#8217;d heard, probably at the idea      of what Atobe-san  would have said when <em>he<\/em> heard.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I think another doubles pair has showed up, Shishido-san,&#8221; he said,       instead. &#8220;Do you want to ask them for a game?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Shishido-san&#8217;s eyes glinted, annoyance forgotten.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why don&#8217;t we do that?&#8221;<\/p>\n<h2>Shishido<\/h2>\n<p>Ryou still hadn&#8217;t managed to stop snickering by the time he met Choutarou to       walk home. His partner gave him an inquiring look.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did something happen at practice, Shishido-san?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You could say that, yeah,&#8221; Ryou snorted. &#8220;Oshitari and Mukahi       finally got walked in on. And the best part,&#8221; he added, snickering again,       &#8220;was that Oshitari just looked over his shoulder, told them to come       back in fifteen minutes, and kept right on. In the general club room, no       less! I knew it was gonna happen some day.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Choutarou cleared his throat, and Ryou saw that he was blushing. Whoops. Sometimes       he forgot just how reserved his partner was about personal things. He patted       Choutarou&#8217;s shoulder.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Didn&#8217;t mean to embarrass you, Choutarou. It was just that everyone&#8217;s       reactions were hysterical! You should have heard Atobe reading Oshitari the       riot act about doing things with style.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ah, there was the little smile, again. The one from their early days as a pair,       that meant Choutarou wasn&#8217;t entirely sure, yet, that he should be showing       that he was happy or amused. A change of subject would probably make him       relax again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So, how did your matches against Fudoumine go?&#8221; he asked, &#8220;I       meant to come watch, but Atobe was feeling like a bastard and practically       dragged me to the high school matches instead.&#8221; And he <em>was<\/em>       going to get Atobe back for that. He was <em>not<\/em> married to his partner,       thank you very much, he just cared more about Choutarou than the entire high       school tennis club put together.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tachibana-san couldn&#8217;t make it to this match, to watch, either, and there&#8217;s       really an edge they lack when he&#8217;s not there,&#8221; Choutarou said, a hint       of disapproval in his tone. &#8220;It went all the way to Singles One, but       we won.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Completely uncool,&#8221; Ryou agreed, firmly ignoring the small voice       in the back of his head that was pointing out certain similarities to his       own performance without Choutarou.<\/p>\n<p>That was different. Choutarou wasn&#8217;t the center of his game; he was just&#8230;       the <em>other<\/em> center of his game. Ryou had to shake his head at himself,       wryly, before bumping Choutarou with his shoulder.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So, your mom make any more of those killer chocolate cookies this week?&#8221;<\/p>\n<h2>Ohtori<\/h2>\n<p>Choutarou was having a very bad day. His E string had broken last night, and       the store close to his house didn&#8217;t have the brand he favored. He&#8217;d had      bizarre  dreams that he couldn&#8217;t remember very well, involving a tennis      court that  somehow had nets all over it. The lingering restlessness from      that had distracted  him so much he&#8217;d burned three pieces of toast in a      row, before Okaa-sama made  him sit down and let her do it.<\/p>\n<p>Normally, a match, especially a tournament match, let him put things like that       aside, but today he was playing Seigaku&#8217;s Echizen-kun in Singles Two, and       somehow it was just the last straw. Despite all the concentration and discipline       he could muster, Choutarou couldn&#8217;t shake the horrible, foggy feeling of       <em>losing<\/em> right from the start.<\/p>\n<p>He tightened his mental grip as much as he could, preparing to serve.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Choutarou!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>His head snapped up at the sound of his name, and he spun to see Shishido-san       standing behind him, one hand wound into the fence. Choutarou recognized       the look on his face. It was the same one he&#8217;d had while they worked on controlling       his serve. Impatient. Sharp. Burning with incontrovertible belief that Choutarou       would succeed.<\/p>\n<p>Choutarou took what felt like his first real breath all day, and nodded. Shishido-san       smiled back, bright as sunlight flashing off a knife.<\/p>\n<p>All right, maybe he&#8217;d have a <em>little<\/em> more sympathy for Fudoumine next       time. Maybe.<\/p>\n<p>These days Echizen-kun could return over half of Choutarou&#8217;s serves. This one       was not one of that half. As Echizen-kun shook out his hand, he gave Choutarou       a one sided smile, eyes interested for the first time this match. Choutarou       let his own mouth curve slightly, cool and pleased.<\/p>\n<p>He knew Shishido-san was grinning, behind him.<\/p>\n<h2>Shishido<\/h2>\n<p>Ryou closed his History of the Heian Era text with a thump and cast himself       back, carelessly, across Choutarou&#8217;s bed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I will be so glad when it&#8217;s next year,&#8221; he commented to the ceiling,       knowing Choutarou would have looked up at the rustle when he fell back. &#8220;I       mean, singles is fun, and all, but it&#8217;s just not the same.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Me, too.&#8221; Choutarou slipped out of his desk chair to sit leaning       against the bed. &#8220;There&#8217;s just something&#8230; missing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah,&#8221; Ryou agreed, softly. It was almost enough, just to hang out       with Choutarou, to share frustrations over their teams, to redesign the curriculum       when they got bored with their homework. And they <em>had<\/em> played together       a lot this year. But there was an extra edge that came with playing as a       pair, against real challenges, that the street courts only supplied once       in a blue moon.<\/p>\n<p>Though the street courts did make it easier for Atobe to come watch them unobtrusively.       Which he was capable of, if he put his mind to it. Being himself, Atobe hadn&#8217;t       said a thing, but Ryou hadn&#8217;t known him this long for nothing. He had no       more doubt that he&#8217;d be able to talk Atobe around to supporting he and Choutarou.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Besides,&#8221; he went on, mood lightening a little, &#8220;somebody&#8217;s       got to get Oshitari and Mukahi&#8217;s heads out of the clouds. They think they&#8217;ve       got a cakewalk to Doubles One next year.&#8221; He turned his head, crooked       grin meeting Choutarou&#8217;s sudden, brilliant smile. There was confidence there,       and anticipation.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Too bad Oshitari-senpai and Mukahi-senpai will have to settle for second,&#8221;       Choutarou said, reaching out his hand to his partner. Ryou clasped it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yep. Too bad for everyone else.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><strong>End<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Snippets of how Ohtori and Shishido keep company while they&#8217;re apart, during Ohtori&#8217;s third year of junior high and Shishido&#8217;s first year of high school. <span class=\"summary-meta\">Drama With Romance, I-3<\/span><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"teaser\">\n<p>&#8220;I will be so glad when it&#8217;s next year,&#8221; he commented to the ceiling, knowing Choutarou would have looked up at the rustle when he fell back. &#8220;I mean, singles is fun, and all, but it&#8217;s just not the same.&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,18,38,507,508],"tags":[140,139],"class_list":["post-121","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pot","category-mirror-writing","category-songs-for-singing","category-drama","category-romance","tag-pot-ohtori","tag-pot-shishido"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/121","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=121"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/121\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=121"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=121"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=121"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}