{"id":169,"date":"2005-02-27T20:12:26","date_gmt":"2005-02-28T02:12:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.alltrees.org\/Branch\/archive\/2005\/02\/27\/wildflower\/"},"modified":"2012-05-15T22:13:54","modified_gmt":"2012-05-16T02:13:54","slug":"wildflower","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.branchandroot.net\/archive\/2005\/02\/wildflower\/","title":{"rendered":"Wildflower"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Seiichi didn&#8217;t come out to Makuyama Park very often. The harshness of the landscape       didn&#8217;t generally appeal to him. But today he needed to remind himself of       a few things, and Makuyama suggested itself. In January there were few other       people there, and Seiichi wandered among the plum trees, thinking.<\/p>\n<p>He was troubled over Akaya. He wanted to give his successor all the time he       needed to get his feet under him. But the way Akaya was still shying away       from him worried Seiichi. On the other hand, he couldn&#8217;t very well interfere       when he himself seemed to be the problem. That fact still annoyed him greatly.       Renji teased Seiichi about being possessive, but Seiichi didn&#8217;t think he       was. Not the way Renji meant, at any rate. Seiichi chose a sunny shelf of       rock to settle on, and looked up at the spray of branches that hung over       it. This one was almost ready to blossom, lavender buds showing brighter       rose at the edges as it prepared to unfurl.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t care, do you?&#8221; he asked, reaching up to touch a branch.       &#8220;Not that you&#8217;re growing on volcanic rock, not that it&#8217;s winter. You       just keep growing.&#8221; He sighed and smiled, a little crookedly, at the       tree.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yukimura?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi looked around to see, of all people, Tezuka standing near. &#8220;Tezuka,&#8221;       he greeted, a little surprised to see him out here. &#8220;You&#8217;re rather early       for the tourist season in this park.&#8221; He was amused to see how much       distaste a single shrug could convey.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not fond of tourist season.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not either,&#8221; Seiichi admitted. &#8220;I wonder if they mind.&#8221;       He stroked the branch, lightly.<\/p>\n<p>Tezuka tilted his head, consideringly. &#8220;They seem to keep growing, regardless,&#8221;       he said, at last.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi had to laugh. &#8220;That was why I came out here today, actually.&#8221;       He leaned back on his hands and gazed out across the trees. &#8220;Sometimes,       when one of the plants in my garden isn&#8217;t doing well, and I can&#8217;t figure       out why, I come out to one of the parks. It reminds me that plants are a       lot tougher than most gardeners like to think they are. They survive just       fine on their own.&#8221; He took a deep breath and ordered the tightness       in his chest to go away. &#8220;I do wonder, sometimes. If my plants could       talk to me, would my seedlings tell me I&#8217;m jostling their roots, and to stop       fussing over them?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Tezuka didn&#8217;t answer, but he didn&#8217;t move off, either. When Seiichi glanced       at him, he was simply waiting, a little the way Genichirou did when he knew       Seiichi wanted to talk about something. Only less patiently. Seiichi chuckled       again. Tezuka&#8217;s presence was a silent offer to keep listening, but the crossed       arms and faintly quirked brow said that obscure whimsy would not be tolerated.       Genichirou tended to be amused by such things, and would reflect them back       as poetry if Seiichi caught him in the right mood. Somehow, Seiichi doubted       Tezuka wrote poetry. Which made his implicit offer a bit of a mystery. Maybe       he was feeling a little bereft, too, without his own team.<\/p>\n<p>And perhaps it would help to talk with someone outside his team, Seiichi reflected.       More than that, to talk with another captain. So.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Do your seedlings ever cause you worry, Tezuka?&#8221; he asked. &#8220;Momoshiro.       Echizen.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sometimes,&#8221; Tezuka said, brows raised. &#8220;We both had rather       willful teams this year, Yukimura.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Now there&#8217;s an understatement. I find myself worrying more, now that       I have to leave one of them behind.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There will still be someone there to oversee the ones I&#8217;m leaving,&#8221;       Tezuka said, slowly. &#8220;It helps. Ryuuzaki-sensei is a good teacher. If       I&#8217;ve gotten them to start on their own paths, I can trust she&#8217;ll see that       they keep going. A good coach provides a great deal of continuity.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A good coach,&#8221; Seiichi repeated, hearing his own voice chill. From       the watchful expression on Tezuka&#8217;s face, he knew his had probably turned       hard and cold. &#8220;I found those in short supply, and declined to have       any interfering with my team. Though one has found his way to Akaya.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is he any good?&#8221; Tezuka asked, calmly.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi felt his fingernails scrape against stone and forced his hand to unclench       again. &#8220;I have no idea. I&#8217;ve never dealt with him; he worked with the       high school division until this fall.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Tezuka was silent for a long time, which was probably just as well since Seiichi       was busy trying not to snarl at the thought of the tennis club&#8217;s faculty       advisor taking the same tone with Akaya he had once presumed to take with       Seiichi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yukimura,&#8221; Tezuka said, at last, &#8220;do you trust Kirihara?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi blinked. &#8220;What do you mean?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Even if Ryuuzaki-sensei wasn&#8217;t there, I don&#8217;t think I would be afraid       for Momoshiro or Echizen.&#8221; Tezuka waved a hand at the plum trees surrounding       them. &#8220;They&#8217;re strong. I know that. So do they.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi felt something in him relax. Not all the way, but a little. It helped,       to hear the logic that had drawn him here today stated in someone else&#8217;s       voice. &#8220;I do trust Akaya,&#8221; he answered, softly. And perhaps, he       thought, ruefully, Akaya would trust himself more if Seiichi could offer       a better example of confidence in his own teaching. And then he       smiled up at Tezuka. &#8220;I suppose Echizen never has accepted any fussing       over himself. But, then, that doesn&#8217;t seem like a mistake you&#8217;re prone to.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It isn&#8217;t something he&#8217;s ever complained about, no,&#8221; Tezuka agreed,       in a dry tone. &#8220;The only regular complaint they make is of overly vigorous       pruning.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi stared at him for a long moment, before he laughed with genuine delight.       Perhaps he&#8217;d been right, and Tezuka was in the same place he was, missing       the connection of a team collected around him. He couldn&#8217;t imagine many      other  things that would bring such a reserved person to trade metaphors      with him. He clasped his hands around one knee and leaned back against them.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I think next year will be difficult,&#8221; he said. &#8220;For all of       us. Our teams this year &#8230; were something special. And now we&#8217;re broken       apart. Nor am I at all sure our senpai will be pleased to see us again.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Tezuka&#8217;s eyes were shadowed, as he looked down at Seiichi, and Seiichi decided       he had, indeed, been right.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Will you be there, next year, Tezuka? You and Fuji?&#8221; Something to       look forward to; something to keep him going.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; Iron rang in Tezuka&#8217;s voice, the tone of someone who had never       backed down from any challenge.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi closed his eyes, and tipped his head back to feel the sun against his       face. It was simply warm, now; but come summer it would be bright and hot       and dangerous. Yes. He would look forward to summer. &#8220;Good. We&#8217;ll be       there, too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<hr class=\"divider\" \/>\n<p>The one question Tezuka had asked him that Seiichi hadn&#8217;t been able to answer       nagged at him over the next few days. Was Suzuoki a good coach? He didn&#8217;t       know. And Seiichi was aware enough of the irrationality of his prejudice       that it made him uncomfortable.This was what had led him to one of the halls he didn&#8217;t normally frequent.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi knocked on the frame of Suzuoki&#8217;s door. The man barely glanced up.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yukimura-kun, I was expecting you sooner. Come in.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Points for observation, Seiichi noted. He also filed away the thought that       Suzuoki was the sort who liked to unnerve his opponent. Well, then, bluntness       in return for bluntness&mdash;Seiichi hooked a chair around to face Suzuoki and       seated himself without waiting for an invitation.<\/p>\n<p>A thin smile crossed Suzuoki&#8217;s face as he took his cigarette out of his mouth.       &#8220;Was there something you wanted to talk about?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi considered for a moment. Clearly, this one would not be susceptible       to the same kind of intimidation that had worked in the past. Suzuoki knew       what this confrontation was about, and was prodding Seiichi to show his hand       first. A cautious approach seemed called for.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I was wondering,&#8221; he began. &#8220;I hear you&#8217;ve been working with       the high school division for years. Was there a particular reason you switched,       now?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It would certainly have been interesting to stay and deal with you, instead,       Yukimura-kun,&#8221; Suzuoki allowed, smoothly. &#8220;But both rumor and results       say that you have all the help you need. The junior high division, however,       is losing that support. As a coach, it behooved me to offer some help to       the new captain.&#8221; He paused, and snorted. &#8220;Who actually accepted       it, to my increasing surprise the better I get to know him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The abrupt shifts from bluntness to reticence and back were enough to set even       Seiichi off his pace. Caution, definitely. &#8220;Surprise?&#8221; he probed.<\/p>\n<p>An eyebrow lifted. &#8220;You have a reputation as a perceptive young man,&#8221;       Suzuoki noted. &#8220;It can&#8217;t have escaped you that Kirihara-kun is a spitfire.       To put it mildly.&#8221; And then sharp eyes glinted. &#8220;Or perhaps it       did escape you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi kept a firm hold on the flare of anger that answered that suggestion,       that he might not know the measure of one of his own team. He felt his focus       start to narrow, as it did when he faced a good opponent on the court, and       answered Suzuoki&#8217;s provocation with the waiting poise that had swallowed       so many challengers before. &#8220;I am familiar with Akaya&#8217;s temper,&#8221;       he returned, coolly.<\/p>\n<p>Rather than pressing in, though, Suzuoki eased off. He blew out a long breath       and leaned back, shaking his head. &#8220;No wonder the kid&#8217;s so tangled up.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi&#8217;s eyes narrowed. &#8220;What do you mean?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll bet my next pay packet that he&#8217;s spent two years being overshadowed       by you,&#8221; Suzuoki answered, apparently not affected at all by Seiichi&#8217;s       increasing sharpness. Suzuoki flicked his fingers, trailing cigarette smoke       through the air. &#8220;It isn&#8217;t always a bad thing. But he&#8217;s always had your       control to rely on, hasn&#8217;t he?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Akaya has learned to control himself, or I wouldn&#8217;t have made him the       next captain,&#8221; Seiichi returned, firmly.<\/p>\n<p>Suzuoki blew a stream of smoke at him. &#8220;I&#8217;m not surprised you don&#8217;t see       it. He&#8217;s probably too close to you. You defined the edge of acceptable temper       for him, Yukimura-kun. Your self control is the pattern he&#8217;s blindly followed;       it&#8217;s obvious in the way he relaxes when he&#8217;s with you. Now he&#8217;s having to       find that stopping point for himself, and relaxing is the last thing he can       afford to do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Well, this certainly answered Seiichi&#8217;s questions about the quality of help       Akaya had attracted. Suzuoki was right, and Seiichi did, in fact, know it.       That left only one question outstanding, and answering that one would require       different tactics. So Seiichi relaxed, disengaging from the focus of confrontation,       and smiled.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I trust Akaya&#8217;s strength,&#8221; he said, quietly.<\/p>\n<p>A momentary pause, followed by a one sided smile, said he had caught Suzuoki       by surprise. Seiichi waited, holding off his tension, for the response.<\/p>\n<p>Suzuoki&#8217;s smile gained ground, though it was still rather tilted. &#8220;Actually,       so do I. At least,&#8221; he added, &#8220;I think he has the potential. I&#8217;d       rather like to see him succeed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It really was amazing, Seiichi reflected, the variety of people Akaya managed       to capture without seeming to intend it. &#8220;Would you?&#8221; he asked,       teasing just a little, now that he was more sure Suzuoki was on the right       side.<\/p>\n<p>Suzuoki gave him a narrow look. &#8220;I have to have a very good reason before       I&#8217;ll put up with the kind of mouthiness that kid gives me on a regular basis,&#8221;       he stated, dourly.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi bit back a laugh, but knew his amusement was probably showing anyway.       &#8220;Akaya is a good reason,&#8221; he said. &#8220;Thank you for taking care       of him, Suzuoki-sensei.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Suzuoki&#8217;s look turned sardonic. &#8220;Thank you for leaving him alone, this       year, Yukimura-kun.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hm.&#8221; Their glances practically rang off each other. One pass made       it quite clear that, just as Seiichi had no intention of leaving Akaya wholly       to his new coach, Suzuoki had no intention of backing down. &#8220;Well enough,&#8221;       Seiichi said, softly, and turned toward the door.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi was not, after all, the only one from the old team who was interested       in Akaya&#8217;s welfare.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yukimura-san?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi turned from closing the door to see Akaya standing in the hall, looking       startled. His glance flicked from Seiichi to the office he&#8217;d just come out       of and back, and widened. Seiichi laughed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Everything&#8217;s all right, Akaya.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Akaya examined him for a moment longer, and nodded, relaxing.<\/p>\n<p>And visibly caught himself back.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi tipped his head to one side, contemplating his protege. Akaya had a       little over a year to settle this thing for himself. Would that be enough?       Seiichi knew Akaya was phenomenally capable, when he needed to be. Look how       far he had come in a year and a half, starting from the simple decision to       overcome Seiichi and Genichirou and Renji.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi thought about that.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Akaya.&#8221; When Akaya looked up at him, Seiichi smiled the way he did       when inviting Akaya to play a serious game against him. &#8220;I&#8217;ll be waiting.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Akaya&#8217;s head came up, sharply, and his eyes focused, darkened. &#8220;I&#8217;ll find       you, Yukimura-san,&#8221; he answered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Good.&#8221; Seiichi took himself off, and only barely caught the exchange       behind him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You look like you&#8217;ve been standing in a fire,&#8221; Suzuoki commented.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did I ask?&#8221; Akaya snapped back, irate and fearless, before the door       closed.<\/p>\n<p>Seiichi chuckled all the way down the stairs. 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